I tried… but I guess in the end some things are just impossible.

First year of college over… definitely had its ups and downs.

Thank you for everything, I have learned so much from you. I don’t know what the future holds, but I will walk down that path with you… optimistically. I hope you will be there for me too, and not just leave me now that things are at an end. There will never be someone quite like you. May you have a blessed summer. I cannot wait to see you next year again. I miss you already

wow… fantastic baby.

I understood that it was basically impossible for you to end up with anyone but whoever they decided. But to now tell me I can’t talk to you like I used to. Sigh…

Try as I may to get over you, who knows how long it will take. 

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If I can’t even talk to you, I will admire you from afar. I won’t give up. 

you watch, but don’t observe

you can hear, but you can’t listen

you’re smart, but you’re not wise

you’re a dad, but not a husband